Why did I start off this blog with lot of intensity and never let it off the hook in spite of the lows during six year period ?
Given the nature of my U Turns , I can - without a doubt - say this is the only thing that I did for so long with lot of sincerity and passion. It is delight even now to think of those golden moments which enthralled me & few others too in this process.
The Why Question doesn't end there - rather it was only a prelude.
To be honest, I was toying the idea of getting out of FB for more than two months and when it was essentially facilitated, I had no tinge of sorrow or disappointment. So, I took it in stride as I realized very clearly the "friends" of FB don't belong to my creed - rather I don't belong to them and it is most natural to bow out and move away gracefully.
I am quite aware that I have still not reached towards the title justification.
Am really not able to verbalize why I decided to restrict public view of AGANDAM which is a totally different kind of venting out space - created for myself and enjoyed myself immensely quite a number of times. But then, I felt I needed that BREAK ...
A Break from Gazing Others Eyes into My Private Space !!
I do not when I will open up the blog once again, but then - when I do it, I will be doubly convinced that why I should never think of shutting it again. Until then, let this be my once a while companion - who accepts me with full of warmth in spite of me being myself and never get curious about challenging me on my misgiving.
Today, sitting at Kalyani's home, as I type this out with a certain amount of struggle with the worn out key board, I am happy my fingers are still firm dangling all over it...and my mind is razor sharp still..and most importantly the gift of life is still with me.
Delightful & (Slightly - at least seemingly - balanced)
Suchoo
Given the nature of my U Turns , I can - without a doubt - say this is the only thing that I did for so long with lot of sincerity and passion. It is delight even now to think of those golden moments which enthralled me & few others too in this process.
The Why Question doesn't end there - rather it was only a prelude.
To be honest, I was toying the idea of getting out of FB for more than two months and when it was essentially facilitated, I had no tinge of sorrow or disappointment. So, I took it in stride as I realized very clearly the "friends" of FB don't belong to my creed - rather I don't belong to them and it is most natural to bow out and move away gracefully.
I am quite aware that I have still not reached towards the title justification.
Am really not able to verbalize why I decided to restrict public view of AGANDAM which is a totally different kind of venting out space - created for myself and enjoyed myself immensely quite a number of times. But then, I felt I needed that BREAK ...
A Break from Gazing Others Eyes into My Private Space !!
I do not when I will open up the blog once again, but then - when I do it, I will be doubly convinced that why I should never think of shutting it again. Until then, let this be my once a while companion - who accepts me with full of warmth in spite of me being myself and never get curious about challenging me on my misgiving.
Today, sitting at Kalyani's home, as I type this out with a certain amount of struggle with the worn out key board, I am happy my fingers are still firm dangling all over it...and my mind is razor sharp still..and most importantly the gift of life is still with me.
Delightful & (Slightly - at least seemingly - balanced)
Suchoo
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