Sunday, September 25, 2011

Moving Movies # 1 : Twelve Angry Men

Dear All


Like many other Tamil "proud" citizen, I had always admired yesteryear's tamil Director Sridhar's all time great movie - NENJIL ORU AALAYAM - A film which was shot in a hospital from beginning to end. Definitely - with the standards of direction and screen plays of those days, still many of the Tamil people are not out of the shock "how one can make such a film" ?!!!


This film "12 Angry men" is even more shocking - for it is shot in just one room where 12 men gathers up for an important discussion which is so interesting and absorbing; This movie too is quite old and is in B & W.


The first scene sets the tone of the film where the Learned Judge directs the 12 members of Jury - picked up from general public - to decide upon the verdict of a convict who was charged with committing a murder - killing his own father. The catch or rather plot of the film is that the 12 should unanimously reach at the decision AND even one member not forming a part of the final decision will make the decision invalid.


Since the jury members are picked up from the society, seeing them not very seasoned in decision making - particularly of this kind - is quite understandable. But, I felt it was quite artificial to see many of them totally dis-interested in the assignment and for a sprinkle of comedy perhaps - one of the member is so particular to join his girl friend for dinner !!


As it turns out, the members decide to call for the vote to decide that the convict has indeed committed the murder, just one of the gentle man refuses on the decision and sets the ball rolling for an interesting discussion. Gradually one by one gets converted to his decision - few out of their sense of reasoning while most out of sheer desperation and lack of patience and the story ends with a nice manner where two of the jury members shake hands outside the building - wishing each other "So long" and walking away in opposite directions.


A neat and gripping story.....and the dialogues were so powerful. I heard that this film is shown in few leadership programs to showcase as a case study on human personality styles and decision making patterns. I enjoyed the film thoroughly from the first frame till the end....and was absorbing the subtle aspects of the film like a blotting paper but half way thru' I started wondering if the story line could have been bit different if I had directed the film....!! As it turned out to be an experience of watching a good movie...with a BUT feeling.....


Lemme summarize the points for my BUT feeling...


(1) The plot of "unanimous" decision by itself gives us the clue about the final decision of the jury - which is the only logical thing to happen in the world when just one disagrees with the majority of the jury in the first part of the film. The thrills of possible twists and turns were completely lost the way the people started changing their minds one by one....!! In a way this is a "populist" way of screen play.


If I were to write the story line, I would have ensured that by the middle of the film, every body getting converted in their decision with the first man (who advocates "not guilty") and then with some new clue / evidence, they all unanimously decide at the end of the film in the diagrammatically opposite decision ("guilty"). The scope of the film offers so much juice you know....!!


(2) The film seemingly mocks up at disinterested people who were willing to pronounce some one as guilty without really applying their minds to the facts of the case....!! ON the contrary, the first gentleman who sets the ball for a discussion by telling "I am not at all telling that he is not guilty at all....But why don't we discuss about it ?" is the one who is adamant about his stance. He had really no reason to be so confident that the young boy is not guilty at all.... but had the entire screen play to support him win the case without any proof finally to support him in his claim. In this way the film is lopsided in its logic..


(3) Well, the film in a way portrays the power of DEMOCRACY. The moral seemingly is that " In ideal circumstances of perfect democracy where people have their free will, decisions will be rational and humane".....!!


The film fails on its mission by not really providing a simulated environment for the justice to prevail. This is not a case of the ideal power of democracy where even one adamant person is able to change the course of the decision making of all others - which is against the tenets of democracy...!! The 11 others gave up out of sheer exhaustion and pointlessness and not because they were convinced about the convict being non guilty....!!


(4) The discussion starts in a healthy style when the jury demands to see the knife which was used and also asks for the blue print of the house sketch where the murder was committed. I dont understand why they did not take the liberty to cross examine few of the witnesses (particularly the girl with spectacles) who could have given them some clue about the genuine-ness of their original pronouncement. I have a fairly strong feeling that the Jury were bit impartial about deciding upon the case - for every one had their own reason (at least many of them) to get out of the room which was getting humid and suffocating....!!


(5) Well, there is a famous dictum about justice "100s of the victims can be left out; but one innocent should not be punished"....which is the backbone for the story line to remain the way it is. My whole point is on the definition of "innocence". There was no attempt to review the facts of the case - particularly in the latter half - to satisfy that the accused was innocent. If justice has to really prevail, it should also take enough efforts to prove the guilt of a convict. This is particularly important when twelve common men have gathered to decide the fate of an individual of the society that they belong to !!


(6) Last but not the least, I like the adjective "angry" in the title. Perhaps I do not remember the first man who raises an objection to the decision of the eleven others - getting angry in the entire movie. On the other hand, every one gets angry at some point of time - few for genuine reason while many for their sentimental factors....AND this film is all about different type of human beings in the society with all their short comings and breaking points.


May be, if the same twelve men - if they did not get angry - rather, if the situation is built under an effective leader (did you observe the administrative excellence of the so called leader of the group...I thoroughly enjoyed the comedy in his leadership style....It was hilarious !!!) who was able to steer the whole discussion, perhaps their decision could have been more meaningful...!! Perhaps their decision could have been more rational and not out of sheer helplessness and pointlessness of their discussion.....!! Perhaps, the film could have been more sensible and not remain as just entertaining as it was....!!


Any way, in spite of my points above, still I liked the film. In a way it helped me to discover myself and identify the screen play writer within me....!!


Krishnaarpanam as always...

Suren

Moving Movies

Dear All


I am never sure of achieving this goal when I took it upon me emotionally ... but still, I really long to be able to make it !!


Yes, I promised my beloved sister that I will see the English movies that she saw in the recent past - courtesy, the widened horizons of her teen age son.


For that matter until now, I have seen a maximum of ten English movies in my life so far (which includes Mechna's Gold, Jass and Enter the Dragon.....which I "seemingly" saw when I was a lad)....so to take up a goal to see 10 English Movies is definitely a stretch goal for me to achieve -before 31st Dec 11 !! But then, I have commited upon it....poor me...!!


Well, one is always feverish to achieve some thing quickly soon after taking such self imposed goals - I sacrificed meeting our mother last week and excused myself from her to reach the sister's house on a Saturday evening straight from office (which is just five kilometers away from parents home). Perhaps it was the first time I reached her home from office and staying in the night at her home was some thing I have never done earlier.....!! You see, its a compulsion of a goal...!!


After the dinner, we settled down in the computer room of her home which ensued a quick (healthy ?) argument between my sister and her daughter on which film to see !! I was so gullible and child like during this argument willing to accept any film that they decide to show me....only praying that they don't reach a dead lock situation and decide against seeing a film at all...!!


Before I could turn a really angry man, my sister super imposed her view on her daughter with her choice to see "twelve angry men" and my poor niece never could argue much as she had not seen it until then. Perhaps out of sheer tiredness and the overwhelming first time experience of having a visitor to their home with a sole purpose to see a "English" film she budged to this proposal and we saw this simply superb 90 minute film.


Lemme post the film review as a separate post after this; Pray almighty that AGANDAM gets pregnant with my film reviews of at least 10 English Movies which perhaps induces few more conservative people like me to start watching movies of different culture and get their horizons widened....!!

Krishnaarpanam....

Love // Suren

Monday, September 19, 2011

Why Am (I This) Way ?

Dear All


Some how we (me and Anoo) always had been considered as a juicy victim by Amway Corps and its "positive (business?) minded" {you can actually swap the adjectives - still it will mean almost the same thing} flag bearers.


It was the third such direct trial yesterday which in a way re affirmed to myself that I can never be the AM way !!


Knowing fully well the consequences, I welcomed a friend of mine to home which I had consciously postponed at least couple of times earlier in the past three months just because.....I liked him and his personality. He in fact is quite different from the earlier two couples who tried to woo us before this episode AND I wanted to be open enough to at least allow him to my home without telling a big NO NO !! He did not disappoint me at all as he talked less business and more wisdom; less frantic and more relaxed...and created lesser repulsion and more of warmth.


Lemme put my thoughts on the subject as it comes....and I am quite eager if I feel the same thing after a decade or so.....!!


(1) As a matter of unwritten agreement, me and Anoo DO NOT visit any body's home for socializing - particularly in friend's circle. Its not that we are averse of people but we are not so fond of any body that need to pamper the relationship by a joint visit once a while.


To even entertain a ripple of thought - about visiting some one's home with a "hidden" (or is it too "open" ?) agenda gives me shudders.


(2) Without any body forcing me for anything, I do not understand why I advocate for INDEPENDENCE so much for me ? Its even in the most simple things I want to be myself though it disappoints Anoo so much. In the same manner, the amount of importance that she gives for house keeping and being nice to people around - makes me philosophical !!


Living in absolutely two different worlds, it is quite a miracle to create a home that has least quarrels and hatred - at least in comparison to many other homes that we are familiar with. Its quite a double miracle to enjoy the wonders of an extra ordinary child that we are blessed with. - without any "positivity" that we have to acquire thru' the network business and the way it reportedly shapes our personality !!


Perhaps its just due to the fact that we clearly realized that we travel in different roads altogether !! And here is a business proposal that could in a way subtly force us to walk together, wearing an artificial smile in our faces to prove some thing to the "prospects" !!


(3) As I mentioned earlier, this gentle man spoke less of business. But still he had to touch upon leaving a legacy for madhoo which could allow her to do what ever she wants to do...!! What a powerful bait for a middle class man - this ought to be ?


Well, I personally believe that my little girl will definitely do what ever she wants to do - and she is supposed to be so - not because of the financial freedom but out of her mental freedom. Some how I do not carry a need (or psychological fear ?)to ensure (or insure myself ?) that she never should complain about the way I brought her up. In fact, except barging into the decision of Anoo and putting her in Tamil as second language - I am not able to recall any other way I had tried influenced upon her ....!!


(4) Anoo was quite restless at the end of the talk though she was quite delighted in the beginning when the visitors were awe struck with the beauty of our home !!


There were showers of praises on her "house keeping" abilities which is always a genuine feedback for our home and the care she takes for orderliness. After hearing them for close to half hour, there came a direct question to us if we are interested in business proposal. This girl is so courteous with new acquaintances that she could not tell a clear NO even when she is repulsive about an idea. Imagine her to lead a life style that leaves her no time to clean up the home AND running to catch up the schedule of meeting up the "prospects".....


I think I should not do this injustice to her !!


By getting into the network marketing business, we might end up vaporizing the positives that has been developed between us with our non interference policy. This could be the most suffocating means of converging the space of two individuals particularly when there is no strong urge or need to walk a new path.


(5) Well, if you are smiling - why at all should I invite him home with so much repulsion at heart for this business - beg your pardon, I still am receptive enough to listen to a lecture that I knew it too well. In fact I should feel grateful to Almighty that - within myself- I was much more receptive to this couple lot more than the earlier occasion - which definitely means that I have evolved lot more with age.


I repeat what I had written already - I like this gentleman so much for his warmth and cool head and really wanted him to visit our home if he wants to...!! He had the maturity to propose this visit only after four months of our introduction to each other....after careful series of steps that is typically taken by such people. He did not disappoint me at all....and gave a perspective to the business which was much more evolved and matured than many others who become so calculative and restless in pursuit of the business.


I still feel that I might really support Anoo if she wants to take a plunge into this business - which she will never do without me pushing her - which is some thing I don't dare to do ... not to her but even to myself...!!


Krishnaarpanam....as always....


Suren


Thursday, September 1, 2011

ஆடு களம் - என் பார்வை

சில சமயம் விதி மேல் பெருமதிப்பு ஏற்படுகிறது. இந்தத் திரைப்படத்தை எப்படியாவது பார்க்கவேண்டும் என்ற ஆவல் இருந்தாலும், சமய சந்தர்ப்பம் சரியாக வாய்க்காமல், ஆசை வற்றிப் போன பின் "உலகத்திலேயே முதன் முறையாக புத்தம் புது திரைப்படமாக" நாம் காண ஏங்கியப் படத்தை ஆவலுடன் தொலைக்கட்சிப்பெட்டியில் பார்க்க நேர்வது விதியின் விளையாட்டே அன்றி வேறென்ன ?



ஆண்டவனுக்கு நன்றி.....!!



இதுவும் வாய்க்காமல் போகும் துரதிர்ஷ்டத்தை நமக்கு அளிக்காத அந்த பேரருள் முன் கை கூப்பியே ஆகவேண்டிய ஒரு தருணந்தான் இன்று....



ஆம் !! நான் ஆறு விருதுகளைப் பெற்ற "ஆடுகளம்" திரைப்படம் கண்டு திளைத்தேன்...!!



அற்புதமான ஆனால் நமக்கு அவ்வளவாக பரிச்சயம் இல்லாத ஒரு களம் .... உன்னிப்பாக கவனித்தால் மிக நன்றாகவே புரியும் அழகு தமிழ் வசனங்கள் ..... பாத்திரங்களாகவே மாறிவிட்ட நடிக நடிகையர்..... சேவல் சண்டையில் துவங்கி, மனிதர்களின் கேவலமான பக்கத்தை மிக அழகாக துகிலுரிக்கும் ஒரு அற்புதமான திரைக்கதை.


அற்புதமான முடிச்சுகள்..... கதையோடு இழைந்து கரையும் இசை..... கதாநாயகனின் லாவகமான லுங்கி நடனம்....மழலையாய் மிழற்றும் அந்த அழகு கதாநாயகி.....பொறுப்பாய் உபதேசம் செய்யும் கதாநாயகனின் அம்மா மற்றும் யதார்த்தமாய் ஆங்கிலத்தில் பேத்திக்கு நிதர்சனம் புரிய வைக்க முயலும் கதாநாயகியின் பாட்டி.....!!


கிளி கொஞ்சும் திரைக்கதை....!! ஆறு விருதுகளும் ஜன்ம சாபல்யம் பெற்றிருக்கும்.....!!

வெறுப்பையும் வன்மத்தையும் விட மிகவும் ஆபத்தானது நம்பிக்கைத் துரோகம். அதுவும் அநீதி இழைக்கப்பட்டவன் கடைசி கணம் வரும் வரை நினைத்து நினைத்து மருகும் வகையில் மிகக் கேவலமாக நடந்துக் கொள்ளும் அந்த முதியவரின் முடிவான முடிவு எந்த அளவு நியாயமாக படுகிறதோ, அதே அளவு - அவர் பெயர் கேட்டு விடக்கூடாது என்று மெனக்கெடும் அந்த இளைஞனின் மனமும் மிகவும் நியாயமாகப் படுகிறது. இது போன்ற ஒரு திரைக்கதையை இவ்வளவு அழகாக அமைதியாக வேறு வகையில் நிறைவு செய்ய முயல்வது மிகவும் கடினம். மிகவும் அமைதியாக இயக்குனரின் பெயர் திரையில் கடைசிக்காட்சியில் தோன்ற, அத்துடன் சேர்த்து நம் மனமும் தான் அமைதியில் உறைகிறது.....!!


காலம் தாழ்த்திக் காணக்கிடைத்தாலும் நன்றியில் மனம் விம்முகிறது.....!!


அந்த பெரிய கடவுளுக்கு நன்றி - மீண்டும் ஒரு முறை.....!!
அன்புடன்.....
சுரேன்

Ramu Mama !!

Prelude : This posting can be construed as "On being Grateful - PART 2".

Dear All

Today I visited my maternal uncle who is fondly called by our family as Ramoo Mama. He met with an accident quite recently which got him into a situation of an unavoidable surgery in his back region and have reached home from hospital only couple of days back. I met him right in the hospital during last week end & it was time for a follow up visit.....!!

We (me and anoo) just spent 15 - 20 minutes at his home but it was a real quality time not just for him !! As I bade the Grand old man a bye, this toothless man (with lot of struggle) climbed up from the bed and literally limped holding a walking stick to see me off and to have a look at my new car (he knew that I got a car only now.....!! I have not been visiting him off late). He was all smiles and full of grace as I left his home.

Well, lemme hold my breath for a while and tell you a few facts about this wonderful man. This man failed in Tenth Standard (those days SSLC) as he could muster just single digit mark in English - but beware he was centum in mathematics in the same SSLC exams !!

With his elder brothers relatively settling down well, he reached Chennai fifty five years back with heart full of self pity and intensity to prove himself. Joined AVM chettiar's company and grew up steadily under the wings of graceful AVM chettiar - Had a rollicking career taking care of the distribution side of the old films of chettiar's days. The new generation of AVM (Mr.Saravanan) was magnanimous enough to allow my Mama to continue his services even after Chettiar's demise; I have visited his office at Whites Road couple of times when I was a kid - still remember his bubbling enthusiasm and roaring laughter..He lived like a king at his office and fondly introduces me to his staff members every time - who were so respectful to this man & never try to point out that they have been introduced to me already !!

Financially he was a great support for us during our tough times ...and I remember the feverish excitement with which I wait for him on the prior day of Deepavali - he always comes to our home with a big parcel of crackers (we are four children at our home) and a saree to his beloved sister (my amma). During those days, I almost took his big bundle of crackers & Ramu Mama for granted.....!!
He was the first close circle relative whom I remembered to own a scooter those days...and then later a car (Fiat - Brown colour). I remember mami used to prepare payasam on every sunday at their posh home at Ashok Nagar during early eighties and by all standards it was a rich family with divine grace fully with them.

Well, the wheel of time kept revolving and today he is a lone man in the same big house - letting out most part of it - giving him sufficient money to be self reliant. His wife is dead now and one of the son is not in chennai. The other son is in chennai and takes care of his father...but beyond a point, all of us have to embrace loneliness and suffer the consequences of such physical accidents all by ourselves, right ?

As I verbally assured Ramu mama at the time of leaving him - literally hugging him - that I will take him to Tambaram in my new car after he fully recovers from the accident - his toothless jaw opened up in delight. Yes, he longs for the visit to meet his two sisters at Tambaram - I could sense it. It was not that I was trying to flatter him when I gave this word to him - it was more a self re-assurance and a steel like commitment that I had inside within me - to do this little favour for this grand old man.

As i stared his smiling face from a distance - sitting in the car, I suddenly realized the reason why I was drawn towards this man today & why I carry so much affection for him all of a sudden !! It appears as if this man had unconsiously imprinted himself and his charecteristics upon me !!
In more than one ways, the way I dress up today (do I ?), the manner I have crafted my personality full of "asattu jokes" but constantly carrying an unpredictability about how I behave in a given situation, the simple things that make me emotional and grateful to little things, .... the way some times I annoy Anoo and Madhoo by being "uncultured" and "indignified" - well, the similarities are too many.

Ultimately its not that I am fond of not Ramu Mama....
Its just me that I am seeing in him.
In other words, may abe I am getting attracted towards any thing and every thing outside me - that reminds me about myself.....!!

Krishnaarpanam.....

Love // Suren

On Being Grateful .....!!

Dear All

After a peace filled visit to Sai Baba temple early in the morning, I was scanning thru' my favourite Ananda Vikatan - perhaps after long time so quickly after its arrival.
(Thanks to Lord Ganesha for his birthday...and the mid week vacation)

There was a breath taking photo of a cute young girl whom I have never seen before - As I read, I learnt she is a kerala film star - Ms.Mamta Mohandas. Thinking it to be another article promoting new actresses, I was dumb found as the article was of totally different kind.

This cute girl survived (breast) cancer and got cured completely quite recently.

Listen to her own voice - "It was more a state of disbelief for me when I heard the news that I have contracted cancer. All along I have living in hygienic and healthy conditions and I never thought such a disease will affect me. Slowly it dawned upon me that all of us are same in front of mother nature and I thank Cancer for giving me this wisdom".

She also explains the intense pain that she underwent ....
" All of you - at some point of time - must have experienced body pain....but can you imagine pain in every cell like pin prick constantly ? I was taking pain killers in heaps as though it is part of my diet !! Had no energy even to walk within my own home...!! Most of the times, I have to keep lying down in bed. After chemotherapy, due to hair loss, I started sporting Pop cut "
(actually in the Ananda vikatan photo this girl looks much more pretty in her pop cut than the stills below that I downloaded from net).

Well, in the meanwhile - being a talented actress, couple of her films got her BEST ACTRESS awards. (May be there was an element of compassion in the Jury's decisions....but still I would like to respect the glamourous film industry for entertaining some humanity at least when it matters most). She got energized with divine grace descending on her in strange way but the point was it helped her to gain the mental strength to recover from this disease.

After reading thru' the article, I was staring the girl's photo for a long time in sheer shock, admiration and awe....!! Tears start flowing from my eyes as I got intensely aware about the things that I am blessed with at this point of time in life....

What if I am geting reminded of divine grace only when there is an external stimulii,
what if I am forgetful about the divine grace that is constantly showered upon me 24 * 7 - even when I am unaware about it....

Still

Let me loosen myself a little bit to feel the gratitude at least for a couple of minutes - allowing myself to enjoy the lightness of my body & purity of my mind;
Life is a miracle.....!!
Would you want to challenge me ? or take life for granted ?.....







Mamta, God bless you to gobble up more and more awards.....and every single living creature around me....!!

Love you all // Suren