Dear All
This poem is again special to me. Though I had written another big poem on this title, this one was compulsively titled as the same.
This small poem is special because it was typed out during a midnight in my cell phone - expresses the same message in much more crisp words....!! When ever I happen to see this poem, I feel over-joyed as my mental state could never be explained any better than this poem.
Sadhguru - when he talks about the seven chakras (or nerve center) during his lectures, repeatedly tells that one can get released using a chakra as a gateway - the same which remains as a entanglement until then. To interpret this differently, what ever happens to be a point of bruding for any one can also become a spring board for evolution for him - while it remained as a non-significant point for lot of others around him. This interpretation from me and this particular poem are my ways of dissecting the words of a great Master of modern times....!!
Here you go...
வார்த்தைத்தவம்
மிகச்சிறிய நிகழ்விலும்
விச்வரூப தரிசனம்
மத்தாப்பாய் ஜொலித்து
பேரிடியாய் அனுபவம்
விரல் தேயத்தேய
முழுவதும் பகரத்துணிவேனோ ?
இயலாமை கருதி ஆயாசத்தில்
நிச்சலனமாய் மாறிப்போவேனோ ?
Regards // Suren
Saturday, December 26, 2009
Friday, December 25, 2009
Musings on "Tambola"
Dear All
Today we celebrated madhoo's birthday belatedly coinciding with her Half yearly vacation. With around 3 dozen people at home - her friends and their mothers included - we played Tambola after dinner....!!
It never struck me so deeply - though we had played it during one of her earlier birthday occassions too - that this simple game had so much profound truths about life.....and here I am sitting to pen my thoughts on what I was thinking during the game - while it was cheerfully played by all of us.....!!
Well, there could be lot of other games - indoor as well as outdoor to make ourselves feel easy but the special charecteristic about Tambola is that it can be played at ease with large group of people without need of any specialised trainings.
Well the game is dominantly about luck but needs some alertness and sportive attitude as well.... True to our lives, I could observe that some chances were getting lost for few who were not listening to the voice of the facilitator while calling out the numbers in their hand....without realizing that this number will never be repeated again during the game.
For every number called out, there were few - a random few - yelling happily while lot others were sitting still longing for their chance to shout back revengefully. And it always happens that during the course of the game, every one definitely has the possibility to shout out of joy. There seems to be an eternal law governing the game where very few who were so unfortunate that they were rarely getting their numbers....balancing few others who had their numbers too often....!!
The craving of those who were in their last numbers was so visible and it was so wonderful that they are able to forget all their past miseries when they complete the game with a triumphant smile. Those who lost seems to clearly realise that its just a game that they lost and they are so confident about their chance if the game is re-started once again !!
The whole structure of the game is so simply designed but it is taken care that no one can consider that he is a champion of the game. Rules are easily explainable to any one; one can try his luck playing with multiple number sheets with him; one can withdraw at any moment....and can substitute any body else ...if he wants. Its upto the players' excitement level to play the game in a deeper way but it is also possible that the game can be played monotonously without any involvement.....!!
You perceive so clearly that your circle of control is so small during the course of the game but still it engages you for a short while. You clearly understand at the end of the game that you won because of sheer luck and never dare to carry the weight of success in your head beyond few minutes of happiness...!!
How wonderful our lives could become if only we are able to take it just as a game of Tambola ....?? Very true, this game may not be interesting for brainy people and hard working people....!! This is not an apple to apple comparison on what we should be doing with our lives - rather, its all about how we should be doing what ever we are doing......
I get a strong feeling (rather just a ripple of thought) that what ever we call as destiny - which many of us believe at various degrees of depth - is actually not designed in a complex manner to balance out things in our lives. It could be as simple as the game of Tambola...which seems to be capable of getting defined quite easily at the highest level BUT easily explainable at the micro level - if only one gets all the inputs about any thing that happens in any one's life, it can be understood as easily as the game of Tambola !!
Am I confusing too much....Just that I feel that I am getting too clearer....!!
Enough for now.....!! Thanks
Suren
Today we celebrated madhoo's birthday belatedly coinciding with her Half yearly vacation. With around 3 dozen people at home - her friends and their mothers included - we played Tambola after dinner....!!
It never struck me so deeply - though we had played it during one of her earlier birthday occassions too - that this simple game had so much profound truths about life.....and here I am sitting to pen my thoughts on what I was thinking during the game - while it was cheerfully played by all of us.....!!
Well, there could be lot of other games - indoor as well as outdoor to make ourselves feel easy but the special charecteristic about Tambola is that it can be played at ease with large group of people without need of any specialised trainings.
Well the game is dominantly about luck but needs some alertness and sportive attitude as well.... True to our lives, I could observe that some chances were getting lost for few who were not listening to the voice of the facilitator while calling out the numbers in their hand....without realizing that this number will never be repeated again during the game.
For every number called out, there were few - a random few - yelling happily while lot others were sitting still longing for their chance to shout back revengefully. And it always happens that during the course of the game, every one definitely has the possibility to shout out of joy. There seems to be an eternal law governing the game where very few who were so unfortunate that they were rarely getting their numbers....balancing few others who had their numbers too often....!!
The craving of those who were in their last numbers was so visible and it was so wonderful that they are able to forget all their past miseries when they complete the game with a triumphant smile. Those who lost seems to clearly realise that its just a game that they lost and they are so confident about their chance if the game is re-started once again !!
The whole structure of the game is so simply designed but it is taken care that no one can consider that he is a champion of the game. Rules are easily explainable to any one; one can try his luck playing with multiple number sheets with him; one can withdraw at any moment....and can substitute any body else ...if he wants. Its upto the players' excitement level to play the game in a deeper way but it is also possible that the game can be played monotonously without any involvement.....!!
You perceive so clearly that your circle of control is so small during the course of the game but still it engages you for a short while. You clearly understand at the end of the game that you won because of sheer luck and never dare to carry the weight of success in your head beyond few minutes of happiness...!!
How wonderful our lives could become if only we are able to take it just as a game of Tambola ....?? Very true, this game may not be interesting for brainy people and hard working people....!! This is not an apple to apple comparison on what we should be doing with our lives - rather, its all about how we should be doing what ever we are doing......
I get a strong feeling (rather just a ripple of thought) that what ever we call as destiny - which many of us believe at various degrees of depth - is actually not designed in a complex manner to balance out things in our lives. It could be as simple as the game of Tambola...which seems to be capable of getting defined quite easily at the highest level BUT easily explainable at the micro level - if only one gets all the inputs about any thing that happens in any one's life, it can be understood as easily as the game of Tambola !!
Am I confusing too much....Just that I feel that I am getting too clearer....!!
Enough for now.....!! Thanks
Suren
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Old Poems - Madhooo
Dear All
Getting connected to one of my earlier commitment to post my old poems in this blog in a systematic manner, here I am posting two poems which were triggered by sweet little Madhoo....
I always smile with contempt when I read about the cinema lyrics writer needing a "room" to write songs. Normally, it appears, they also insist about the room to have Air conditioner feature and prefer to have it in a hill station....Not sure how much these nonsense are true....!!
These two poems were written by me, standing under the big banyan tree of my daughter's school, couple of years back. The setting is this.... I had been there to accompany her for the Dance Practise in her school and was standing among the two dozen parents waiting for her to get relieved. Distinctly remember I was in casuals and did not have much money in my pocket....and to kill time, I was carrying THE HINDU which I took from home....which helped me only for a while.
When I observed little Madhoo in the stage with a sheepish smile looking at me with lot of self consciousness..trying to match her steps along with her friends, one poem instantaneously got formed in the mind....ney....bit in abstract form.
I was frantically attempting to record the words that flew from my mind, and quickly looked around, got hold of another parent, requested him to lend his pen...and scribbled down the poem "thagappan manasu" in the news paper first page (Yes, I mean it....I wrote it down atop the printed news items...hoping to some how retrieve the words after I reach home).....AND I did the same too - after reaching home....
And in standing position, I wrote a second poem too on the experience of watching the kids dancing in unison....which was later shaped up and made as "niruthyam"...
These two are special in my archives....because, I got a distinct clarity about thinking process and feeling process....within our minds. When you are on song, the banyan tree becomes an AC room......and every thing you utter becomes a poem...
Here you go.....Suren
தகப்பன் மனசு
செல்ல மகளின் பள்ளியில்
ஆண்டு விழா கொண்டாட்டம்
விடுமுறை தினமொன்றில்
நடக்கிறது நடனப்பயிற்சி !!
பயிற்சி மேடையில் கும்பலாய்
ஏற்றப்பட்ட இளம் சிறார்கள்
பற்பல முற்பயிற்சிகளால்
ஆடத்தொடங்குகிறார்கள் இசைவாக
ஜோடிஜோடியாய் குழ ந்தைகள் ஆட
கண்கள் என்னைத் துழாவிக்கொண்டு
துணை ஏதும் இல்லாமல்
தனியே ஆடும் என் மயில் குஞ்சு
இன்றைய பயிற்சிக்கு வரமறந்த
என் மகளின் ஜோடிப் பயலே !!
ஆண்டு விழா அன்றாவது
கட்டாயம் வந்து விடு.....
இன்பமாய் அனைத்துயிர்களும்
கூடிக்களிக்கும் ஆரவாரத்தில்
தனியே வாடும் மகளுக்காக
இறைஞ்சும் இந்த தந்தை மனசு !!
___________________________________________________
Poem 2
நிருத்தியம்
ஆயகலைகள் அறுபத்து நான்காம்
சிவன் காடும் தாண்டவம் அதில் ஒன்றாம்
பாவனையாய் பல உணர்ச்சிகள்
அர்த்தம் விளங்காத முகச்சுளிப்புகள்
சிக்கலான பற்பல உடற்கோணங்கள்
பின்புல இசைக்கேற்ற சில சமரசங்கள்
ஆழம் எதுவும் புரியாமல்
பாமரனாய் நிற்கின்றேன்
நடனப்பயிற்சி அரங்கம் முன்னால்
ஆனாலும் மிக உன்னிப்பாய் !!
சிற்சில கணங்களில்
சிறார்களின் ஒருங்கிணைப்பு
கொண்டு போகுதே ………
வேறொரு உலகம் தன்னுக்கு.....
இசை பற்றி அறியேன்....என்றாலும்
இசைவு பற்றி நன்றாய் தெரிகிறதே....
லயம் பற்றி உணர்வில்லை....ஆனாலென்ன
லயிப்பு நன்றாய் புரிகிறதே.....
ஆயகலைகள் அறுபத்து நான்காம்
சிவன் காடும் தாண்டவம் அதில் ஒன்றாம்
___________________________________________________________
Getting connected to one of my earlier commitment to post my old poems in this blog in a systematic manner, here I am posting two poems which were triggered by sweet little Madhoo....
I always smile with contempt when I read about the cinema lyrics writer needing a "room" to write songs. Normally, it appears, they also insist about the room to have Air conditioner feature and prefer to have it in a hill station....Not sure how much these nonsense are true....!!
These two poems were written by me, standing under the big banyan tree of my daughter's school, couple of years back. The setting is this.... I had been there to accompany her for the Dance Practise in her school and was standing among the two dozen parents waiting for her to get relieved. Distinctly remember I was in casuals and did not have much money in my pocket....and to kill time, I was carrying THE HINDU which I took from home....which helped me only for a while.
When I observed little Madhoo in the stage with a sheepish smile looking at me with lot of self consciousness..trying to match her steps along with her friends, one poem instantaneously got formed in the mind....ney....bit in abstract form.
I was frantically attempting to record the words that flew from my mind, and quickly looked around, got hold of another parent, requested him to lend his pen...and scribbled down the poem "thagappan manasu" in the news paper first page (Yes, I mean it....I wrote it down atop the printed news items...hoping to some how retrieve the words after I reach home).....AND I did the same too - after reaching home....
And in standing position, I wrote a second poem too on the experience of watching the kids dancing in unison....which was later shaped up and made as "niruthyam"...
These two are special in my archives....because, I got a distinct clarity about thinking process and feeling process....within our minds. When you are on song, the banyan tree becomes an AC room......and every thing you utter becomes a poem...
Here you go.....Suren
தகப்பன் மனசு
செல்ல மகளின் பள்ளியில்
ஆண்டு விழா கொண்டாட்டம்
விடுமுறை தினமொன்றில்
நடக்கிறது நடனப்பயிற்சி !!
பயிற்சி மேடையில் கும்பலாய்
ஏற்றப்பட்ட இளம் சிறார்கள்
பற்பல முற்பயிற்சிகளால்
ஆடத்தொடங்குகிறார்கள் இசைவாக
ஜோடிஜோடியாய் குழ ந்தைகள் ஆட
கண்கள் என்னைத் துழாவிக்கொண்டு
துணை ஏதும் இல்லாமல்
தனியே ஆடும் என் மயில் குஞ்சு
இன்றைய பயிற்சிக்கு வரமறந்த
என் மகளின் ஜோடிப் பயலே !!
ஆண்டு விழா அன்றாவது
கட்டாயம் வந்து விடு.....
இன்பமாய் அனைத்துயிர்களும்
கூடிக்களிக்கும் ஆரவாரத்தில்
தனியே வாடும் மகளுக்காக
இறைஞ்சும் இந்த தந்தை மனசு !!
___________________________________________________
Poem 2
நிருத்தியம்
ஆயகலைகள் அறுபத்து நான்காம்
சிவன் காடும் தாண்டவம் அதில் ஒன்றாம்
பாவனையாய் பல உணர்ச்சிகள்
அர்த்தம் விளங்காத முகச்சுளிப்புகள்
சிக்கலான பற்பல உடற்கோணங்கள்
பின்புல இசைக்கேற்ற சில சமரசங்கள்
ஆழம் எதுவும் புரியாமல்
பாமரனாய் நிற்கின்றேன்
நடனப்பயிற்சி அரங்கம் முன்னால்
ஆனாலும் மிக உன்னிப்பாய் !!
சிற்சில கணங்களில்
சிறார்களின் ஒருங்கிணைப்பு
கொண்டு போகுதே ………
வேறொரு உலகம் தன்னுக்கு.....
இசை பற்றி அறியேன்....என்றாலும்
இசைவு பற்றி நன்றாய் தெரிகிறதே....
லயம் பற்றி உணர்வில்லை....ஆனாலென்ன
லயிப்பு நன்றாய் புரிகிறதே.....
ஆயகலைகள் அறுபத்து நான்காம்
சிவன் காடும் தாண்டவம் அதில் ஒன்றாம்
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"Fire Ball" ::::: A New Poem
அக்னிக் குஞ்சு
தழலாய் தகதகக்கும்
வெளிச்சத்தை வாரித்தரும்
கண்களெல்லாம் உயிர்பெறும்
உயிர்களெல்லாம் உணர்வு பெறும் ....
அன்று அவன் அறிவித்த
அக்னிக் குஞ்சொன்று
இருதயத்தின் ஓரமாய்
சாம்பல் பூத்த நெருப்பாய்......
தென்றலாய் தீண்டிடுமோ ? பேரருள்
புயலாய் வந்து தாக்கிடுமோ ?
கவிதையாய் மருகி கிடப்பதும்
சீறிக் கிளம்புவதும் என் விதியோ ?
தழலாய் தகதகக்கும்
வெளிச்சத்தை வாரித்தரும்
கண்களெல்லாம் உயிர்பெறும்
உயிர்களெல்லாம் உணர்வு பெறும் ....
அன்று அவன் அறிவித்த
அக்னிக் குஞ்சொன்று
இருதயத்தின் ஓரமாய்
சாம்பல் பூத்த நெருப்பாய்......
தென்றலாய் தீண்டிடுமோ ? பேரருள்
புயலாய் வந்து தாக்கிடுமோ ?
கவிதையாய் மருகி கிடப்பதும்
சீறிக் கிளம்புவதும் என் விதியோ ?
Musings on Swatharmaa !!
Dear All
Academicians say this; Religions proclaim this...and modern psychologists too confirm this !! One's best comes out only when there is a perfect coordination of mind, body and heart. The poor students (in academics), immoral people (as per religions) and vast number of humanity stuck up in stress and strain (or any other psychological problems) are a result of the lack of this syn ch !!
But.....Let me also admit candidly that correct diagnosis is not always half the cure !! Yes .... there are umpteen number of practical situations one has to reconcile to himself with the facts of life and learn to compromise. Life goes on.... only towards the jaws of death - for most of the people.
Blessed are those who are able to identify what is that they should do, think and feel in their lives !! More blessed are those who are able to do some thing about it !! If rarest amongst human beings get this type of alignment in their lives, plenty of human beings around them will be really blessed . They become beacon lights for the world to follow, emulate and feed upon.
YES, practising "swatharmaa" is easier said than done....!!
Here is my latest poem which is very unique because, it is being posted within couple of minutes of getting created......!! My today's waking up in the night until this point is not due to my disturbed routine out of my night shift working. You can't peacefully sleep when you have a fire burning in the belly.
A Blood vomit of course could be a serious affair, but perhaps after reading the poem in the next posting, you will accept that a fire vomit can only be a sincere affair...
Here you go.....
Suren
Academicians say this; Religions proclaim this...and modern psychologists too confirm this !! One's best comes out only when there is a perfect coordination of mind, body and heart. The poor students (in academics), immoral people (as per religions) and vast number of humanity stuck up in stress and strain (or any other psychological problems) are a result of the lack of this syn ch !!
But.....Let me also admit candidly that correct diagnosis is not always half the cure !! Yes .... there are umpteen number of practical situations one has to reconcile to himself with the facts of life and learn to compromise. Life goes on.... only towards the jaws of death - for most of the people.
Blessed are those who are able to identify what is that they should do, think and feel in their lives !! More blessed are those who are able to do some thing about it !! If rarest amongst human beings get this type of alignment in their lives, plenty of human beings around them will be really blessed . They become beacon lights for the world to follow, emulate and feed upon.
YES, practising "swatharmaa" is easier said than done....!!
Here is my latest poem which is very unique because, it is being posted within couple of minutes of getting created......!! My today's waking up in the night until this point is not due to my disturbed routine out of my night shift working. You can't peacefully sleep when you have a fire burning in the belly.
A Blood vomit of course could be a serious affair, but perhaps after reading the poem in the next posting, you will accept that a fire vomit can only be a sincere affair...
Here you go.....
Suren
Friday, December 11, 2009
Musings on Plan B
Dear All
Expectations breed frustrations. Repeated frustrations lead to loss of interest even in life.....!! Any one wants to disagree at this stage ??
Normally when one is so committed about some doing about any thing gets dissappointed (at smaller level) or frustrated (when it is repeated quite often!!) when things are not happening the way it should....!! There is a very thin line dividing between getting "involved" or getting "entangled" and this musings is trying to bring a very practical approach to know the difference between the two.(as I have realised it emphatically with my own experience)
I watched Sadhguru in a lecture who lucidly presented the thoughts of Bhagavat Gita and with his usual intensity differentiated the two above terms...I was almost there in understanding the two words...BUT alas....never realised it with his level of conviction. Convinced myself that I am just a lesser mortal and it might be absurd in trying to equate his level of exposure to life with my mundane one....
The few developments at my personal side during current week helped me at least to imagine that I am almost there....to understand this in a limited perspective at least. What developments that I got might not be so important but how it helped me could be of immense benefit to you..so this musings...
While we are are doing some thing, if only, we have a plan B for us, we automatically develop a gap from the result of the current life (plan A). The mere fact to hold a dream for us as a back up and spending some quality time on it on consistent basis can help us not to get too much "entangled" with life. I am not talking about escapism here...and it is ofcourse important to develop a love (can I say "passion" in what we are in right now !!) but not a choice-less love. This is what my realization is..
Perhaps, people who are already into too many things might find this musings bit too childish for them...but, be aware that this has come from some one who was stuck up with one thing and never took any initiative to broaden the horizons until now...!! We start approaching our day to day routine work bit differently when the dreams within us keep working on us constantly.
Enough I think...for the day....!! Oops that was the second musings of the week ??
Suren
Expectations breed frustrations. Repeated frustrations lead to loss of interest even in life.....!! Any one wants to disagree at this stage ??
Normally when one is so committed about some doing about any thing gets dissappointed (at smaller level) or frustrated (when it is repeated quite often!!) when things are not happening the way it should....!! There is a very thin line dividing between getting "involved" or getting "entangled" and this musings is trying to bring a very practical approach to know the difference between the two.(as I have realised it emphatically with my own experience)
I watched Sadhguru in a lecture who lucidly presented the thoughts of Bhagavat Gita and with his usual intensity differentiated the two above terms...I was almost there in understanding the two words...BUT alas....never realised it with his level of conviction. Convinced myself that I am just a lesser mortal and it might be absurd in trying to equate his level of exposure to life with my mundane one....
The few developments at my personal side during current week helped me at least to imagine that I am almost there....to understand this in a limited perspective at least. What developments that I got might not be so important but how it helped me could be of immense benefit to you..so this musings...
While we are are doing some thing, if only, we have a plan B for us, we automatically develop a gap from the result of the current life (plan A). The mere fact to hold a dream for us as a back up and spending some quality time on it on consistent basis can help us not to get too much "entangled" with life. I am not talking about escapism here...and it is ofcourse important to develop a love (can I say "passion" in what we are in right now !!) but not a choice-less love. This is what my realization is..
Perhaps, people who are already into too many things might find this musings bit too childish for them...but, be aware that this has come from some one who was stuck up with one thing and never took any initiative to broaden the horizons until now...!! We start approaching our day to day routine work bit differently when the dreams within us keep working on us constantly.
Enough I think...for the day....!! Oops that was the second musings of the week ??
Suren
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Musings on Expansion.....
Dear All
Sadhguru Jaggi Vasudev - My Guru - categorically asserts that there are just two choices for us to grow inwardly....Either keep expanding or keep contracting....!! He says these are the only two manners we can attempt to merge with the ultimate. To put it in simpler and practical (is it really ??) terms, either we have to experientially identify us in every body around us OR we are capable enough to make ourselves too meek and humble that our ego completely dissappears and we can accept every body around us without any hesitation....!!
Though I enjoy his lectures and the clarity with which he speaks, I am still far off from feeling what I (presumably) understand from his lectures. In fact I some times wonder at the gap between how practically I behave some times against the mental state in which I sit in front of him.....!! As he speaks out of his experience, I am quite sane enough these days only to talk some thing that I feel and these postings do not stem out of my imagination....Trust me...
Well, the only thing that seems to be quite plausible and possible for all of us to do is to keep expanding on a continous basis. To be more precise, Expanding Circle of our Influence is some thing that I am enjoying immensely these days. Not sure if this is just one aspect of one of the spiritual experiences about which Sadhguru talks about....but I am sure that this is some thing which every one of us can try out and experience it for ourselves.
In repairing a strained relationship, in dealing a conflict situation with a calm head, in the ability of smiling meeting the eyes of an adversary, in the capacity of holding ourselves and enabling others to do some thing and help them to discover their potential, in the maturity to stay calm when its required and speak with conviction when the occassion demands......you feel that your circle of influence is expanding....!! When our personality expands, a queer thing happens inside us to give a feeling that we as a person is reducing a little bit.....!! The mind becomes calm and enjoys the situations immensely without even an urge to share with others every detail of your success....!!
Not sure if I am inventing a hybrid truth in between the two ways of growth Sadhguru is suggesting from his experience....Not sure if I have confused myself sufficiently to gather the guts to make this posting with lot of audacity....Not sure if I may end up with lot of beatings that life is going to give for me....
Today is exciting....too exciting with these little little successes in expanding my circle of influence.... In the bulls eye, Shambho prevails....!!!
Suren
Sadhguru Jaggi Vasudev - My Guru - categorically asserts that there are just two choices for us to grow inwardly....Either keep expanding or keep contracting....!! He says these are the only two manners we can attempt to merge with the ultimate. To put it in simpler and practical (is it really ??) terms, either we have to experientially identify us in every body around us OR we are capable enough to make ourselves too meek and humble that our ego completely dissappears and we can accept every body around us without any hesitation....!!
Though I enjoy his lectures and the clarity with which he speaks, I am still far off from feeling what I (presumably) understand from his lectures. In fact I some times wonder at the gap between how practically I behave some times against the mental state in which I sit in front of him.....!! As he speaks out of his experience, I am quite sane enough these days only to talk some thing that I feel and these postings do not stem out of my imagination....Trust me...
Well, the only thing that seems to be quite plausible and possible for all of us to do is to keep expanding on a continous basis. To be more precise, Expanding Circle of our Influence is some thing that I am enjoying immensely these days. Not sure if this is just one aspect of one of the spiritual experiences about which Sadhguru talks about....but I am sure that this is some thing which every one of us can try out and experience it for ourselves.
In repairing a strained relationship, in dealing a conflict situation with a calm head, in the ability of smiling meeting the eyes of an adversary, in the capacity of holding ourselves and enabling others to do some thing and help them to discover their potential, in the maturity to stay calm when its required and speak with conviction when the occassion demands......you feel that your circle of influence is expanding....!! When our personality expands, a queer thing happens inside us to give a feeling that we as a person is reducing a little bit.....!! The mind becomes calm and enjoys the situations immensely without even an urge to share with others every detail of your success....!!
Not sure if I am inventing a hybrid truth in between the two ways of growth Sadhguru is suggesting from his experience....Not sure if I have confused myself sufficiently to gather the guts to make this posting with lot of audacity....Not sure if I may end up with lot of beatings that life is going to give for me....
Today is exciting....too exciting with these little little successes in expanding my circle of influence.... In the bulls eye, Shambho prevails....!!!
Suren
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